For most of her life, my mother attended this denomination. However, my mother never participated in much of what made "Holy Rollers" Holy Rollers. She did not "shout" (dance around "in the Spirit"); she did not speak in tongues; and she did not claim to "hear from God". (Like many Christians, she believed that the way to hear from God was to read the Bible.)
My mother prayed all the time and she was steadfast in her faith. I never heard her mock the people who did all that shouting and speaking in tongues. I remember her always sitting quietly and just watching as this kind of thing went on.
I realized something about Mama after she was gone and I was growing stronger in my own faith. She didn't attend the COGIC church because she believed in everything they did. She attended because it was the church that was around when she was growing up. My mother believed in "fellowshipping" but she was discerning about people and beliefs.
As a more mature Christian myself, I don't hold with a lot of what many Pentecostal churches do. I don't believe in forced tithing (or tithing as a mindless habit). I don't believe in babbling in tongues that no one is able to interpret. I don't believe in all the jumping and shouting. I believe in God.
One thing I noticed about people in the church I grew up in (specifically the 2 locations my mother was associated with) was that people were a lot more Christian inside the building than they were outside it.
But the speaking in tongues thing did baffle me for a while. I wondered if there might be something to it. I didn't want to believe that so many people were just babbling nonsense - which would be a sort of mockery. What convinced me was realizing that no one was ever interpreting what was said. Also, there would be several people "speaking" at the same time. No one had a clear message to share; people were just, I almost hate to keep saying it, babbling.
There are some prominent names in "ministry" who make a habit of this kind of nonsense.
They give people a reason to laugh at sincere Christians... We know that we would be hated by the world but to be made a target by other so-called "Christians" is really sad.
Here is one video about speaking in tongues.
Finally, I have realized that "charismatic" worship is not for me. My faith is not a faith of feelings or experiences. Please read your Bible for yourself. Pray and ask God for discernment. Your pastor is not your "father" and you need to hold him to biblical standards.
I can know now that while my mother was faithful in her churchgoing (unlike me), she remained discerning and did not "follow every spirit".
Peace
--Free
